haih i m here again, i had miss the chance to be actor actually is a part time job for me, but is good for me to gain the experience, wednesday(today) got class and meeting, langgar with my time pulak….which i cant no attend….i feel so moody cos i cant do the thing i like, what i expected like wun happen on me,be responsible man….there are some stuff i need to handle, so dun think too much…sigh wish tmr will be a nice day for me….
yeah, i start learn pooping for 2 weeks ler, everyday hav to frequently practise for 1 to 2 hours hope i can dance well…but my muscle feel painful, because of learning the basic movement called arm waves and others dunno call wat movementXD, this movement(arm wave) hav to look like wave but my bone is too hard ady lll…..so hav to train my arm and body to be more flexible….anyway i will try to do it as well as i can….is quite challenging:)…
my exam ady done 6677 but not 7788….busy for 5 weeks……within 5 weeks each week got 1 paper or 2 papers…. somemore report arrrrgh!!!!~~~let me headache always…have to study and work really not a easy thing….meanwhile i oso get sick after exam today ady lie on the bed from morning till now :-/..i wish this semester i can achieve to 3.5 to 3.7 GPA really hav to increase my GPA this time…got to PIA PIA PIA!!!!
hmm why so many couples hav break recently….they all like very cham niah hav to tell them dun let those problems affect ur studies and oso ur mood ooo there are many things we hav to do in future pls look forward ya!!!! although i hav this kind of experience for half year ago….haha i m ok ler really wish my ex can happy with her new bf now.
wohoo!!!!!!hillsong damn yeng man!!!!!so crowded on that day:p, u all din come really miss it keke, anyway my fren today ask me bout the hillsong concert actually i can feel the god, once i m listening to their pray song i sudden feel like so freedom and no worries on everything, is this wat i want?????
finally the result was release on yesterday, u know i had wait for one hour only can knew my result sigh……..anyway the result was bad and i can feel that god don’t wan me to know, but i had to face also…phew….dont bcos of love that destroy ur future know ma jason????i must work harder for this sem, aimt higher and higher wakakakaka haha hope to hav ur wishes from u all:), i thank to my fren who are always support behind me really love u all man:), dun over confident will cause my dream spoil again.
today go do charity<donate blood>, i realise the needle they used was larger than b4(scared scared), feel pain but can tahan till the end la, haha a bit slower bcos my left hand no energy although my fren was late but he done at 1stXD…
i m too confident today…but the result is not satisfy:(…i feel so disappointed on myself, the promises i had make last time ady spoil in this time, banyak hopeless and emo this time!!!!!!and after i had fetch two of my fren bck home, i go bck alone, during on the way bck home i m so emo and shout inside the car, i keep scream to let myself feel better a bit but is useless. i talk to myself why why why why why??? gv urself too stress for wat???? u must know when to say enough or u ady try all the best, this 2 sentence doesnt work for me…depress!!!! omg this time i m gonna be crazy!!!!
